Put my soul on the canvas💙 Thank you from the bottom of my heart to every single one of you who reached out, messaged, commented or took your time to watch my latest YouTube video. I have never been more excited or felt more right about where I’m at, and I can’t wait to start this new chapter with you. I can’t even begin to express the love and gratitude in my heart for all of you. The best is yet to come, cheers to the next adventure! 💫🚀

When I first started posting makeup looks on Instagram I had no idea that it would change my life forever. I found my passion in creative expression, story telling, and connection. Art is what matters. Art that moves you. We have one chance to leave our mark on the world. Your time is now. Life will check you. Your confidence will be tested. I crashed, burned, got lost, then found my way. Persisted, discovered I can do it all. But I didn’t do it alone. Thank you to everyone who’s been a part of this process over the past 10 years. My friends and family who’ve supported me and stood by me through all the ups and downs behind the scenes. And most importantly, thank you to my followers. Everything I have is because of you. Thank you for cheering me on, encouraging me, lifting me up when I’m down. Every message, every hug, every interaction has touched my heart so deeply. My gratitude for you is infinite. Today, I am still growing, evolving and striving for more. And I will never stop pushing myself to greater heights. Thank you for joining me on this wild ride. Cheers to the next 10 years, I’m just getting started. Music: @beyonce Pretty Hurts @troyboi Do You @champagnepapi Underground Kings @flume Weekend

Decided to chop my hair off, been wanting to do a short bob cut for so long. Filmed a little before and after video, left the salon looking real funny but fixed the styling when I got home. Been working on cultivating the witness- not related to the haircut haha. Enjoying life, remembering to be present and that it’s all part of the soul’s curriculum, all of it. Deepening my spiritual practices, forgetting then remembering over and over again. Working on more painting, makeup, cooking, and tattooing videos to share with you all ✨💙🫶 Sending lots of love and abundance your way 🤍 Sunglasses: @misslola

“Well, she's walking through the clouds With a circus mind that's running wild” 🎵🪐✨

Thank you all for the kind words and warm welcome back. 🦋 Everyday I’m learning to surf the waves of life, to allow myself to be human, and discovering connection all around me. I have several videos on my YouTube channel explaining where I’ve been and I’m thankful that you’ve allowed me to share and showed me so much compassion and grace. I love and appreciate you more than you know! I’m excited to approach this new chapter of life with love, creativity, curiosity, honesty, and equanimity. More to come… ✨🪐🚀

Moving in harmony 🌊 Products: @elfcosmetics Power Grip Primer @narsissist Natural Radiant Longwear foundation @maccosmetics Studio Fix Powder @lauramercier Translucent Honey Setting Powder @colourpopcosmetics Whole Mood Cream Blush @meltcosmetics Slick Waterline Pencil Cacao @dominiquecosmetics Transition Palette @maccosmetics Crème de Nude lipstick @fentybeauty Gloss Bomb $weetmouth

Green Gummy, Oil on Canvas 🎨 Had a lot of fun painting this one and learned a lot. What should I paint next? #chrisspy #oilpainting

Check me out on the cover of Meditation Magazine’s Awakening issue! Available now in Whole Foods, Sprouts, and Barnes & Noble locations. Thank you so much to @meditationmag for allowing me to be part of this special issue. Read more about my story, and the incredible stories of so many others. For me, awakening has been a coming home to the soul, living through compassion, gratitude, connection, honesty, and equanimity. As it’s said, every moment of our lives is an opportunity to awaken the heart. It’s absolutely surreal to see myself on this cover, I am humbled and honored. I hope you enjoy this issue ✨ #meditationmagazine #spiritualawakening #chrisspy

Happy Halloween 🎃💜

A few weeks ago I decided I would let my soul drive all my decisions. At first I thought it would be a temporary vacation from my normal stressful life, but I’ve found I can’t go back. I’m searching for purpose, focusing on art, reading and writing. I’ve been doing lots of research on what it means to be human today and how the digital world impacts us. The first slide is an excerpt from the Harper’s Bazar interview with Beyoncé, I thought it was beautiful and wanted to share it with everyone. Everyday I’m learning and growing and I can’t wait to share everything with you. 💙

Vibrating high 🌊🌙 #rebirth

💙 @misslolaofficial boots