Angel Ganev

'W a v e' 📍Can I tell u smth.. Ever since I got back to painting.. .. I've been obsessed with fisheye lens lol 🐟🤦‍♀️ I honestly feel so intimidated by all the perspective but drawn at the same time 😫 Have u ever tried drawing fisheye? Full painting process available in my secret podcast Art Geeks, link in my stories only for 24 hours, check it out ✨ Also thank u so much for all the support from my last post, feeling way better now, we back on track just need me some time 🫠❤️

'Chained'~ ✨Been over a month since I 'came back' to social media and.. it's not what I had expected 😂 . I thought I'd be able to just go back to posting Youtube videos and paintings but fear got a hold of me and it's not letting go 🤐 . It feels like it's the biggest art block I've ever faced . I would have an idea about a video or a painting and then when I start, it feels like it's just not good enough.. . I put all this pressure on myself of having to outdo my old work, and then I compare myself to literally every last person I see online and it feels like I just fall short 😔 . I end up just scrolling more, feeling like I'm behind everyone and there's no point in even starting . It's gotten to the point where it feels like I just have no ideas and I'm sitting here procrastinating.. . .. and then I judge myself for not being as consistent as I used to be.. . which just makes things even worse 😫 . Talk to me, what r u going thru right now? . What type of videos would you like to see from me? . Mans out here needing ideas 🙏😂 . Sorry for the long rant lol, btw reference from @nakedbibi ❤️

‘Pulled Away’~ 🍃 Something made me quit doing art for over 2 years 🫠 It stopped me from doing Youtube videos, stopped me from sharing, and just completely closed me up to the world. I’ve noticed it long time ago, but it felt like I was powerless to it. As an artist, you’ve probably faced it before. It sucks you up and prevents you from doing what you actually want to do. I used to be able to manage and cope with it but it eventually caught up with me. But after 2 years of being silent, I feel like I’m finally ready to talk about it. That something is what my comeback Youtube video is about 🙆‍♀️ There’s a link in my bio, go watch it now 👀 P.S. Thank you for all the comments and welcoming messages you guys have sent me, all the love feels overwhelming 💖

'Dead'~ 💀Yoo it's been almost 2 years since I last posted anything 🙆‍♀️ It feels surreal

I’ve been getting crazy messages and comments about where I am and whether I died or smth lol I went from posting almost every day for multiple years and living my whole life online to being off social media for over 2 years 
Why did I leave? 🙈 Well it’s a long story lol

There’ve been ups, there’ve been downs, it’s a been real rocky journey, but I feel like I’m finally ready to share it 😳 But something in me, still feels scared to post a public video. To break that silence 
I hear a quiet voice in my head...

”Will people still like me?” 
”Will I be relatable?” Or even worse...

”Will anybody even remember me after all this time?”

As an artist, you might’ve heard that voice before, that awful inner critic.
 I want to fight that voice and go back to creating videos and paintings.
 I don’t know where to start, what videos I’m going to make, or what art I’m going to create, but you gotta start somewhere 🙆‍♀️ This is some of the art I’ve been experimenting with, there’s so many things I want to try out like different art styles, expressions, characters I feel both scared and inspired 😬 I’ve prepared a lil Youtube come-back video, talking about where I’ve been and why I left, and I’ll be posting it in couple of days, soooo I guess I’ll see you then 🤫

'S p l i t'~✨ Constantly feeling like I'm being internally pulled into two different directions 💔 . Reference inspiration from Pinterest 🎊🏢

The angel who pulled her heart out and turned into a demon~💔✨ . Reference inspiration from a scene of Euphoria @hunterschafer 💕🎊

C a n d y~✨Portrait painting with reference from the beautiful @nyane 💖 . I love painting Nyane because she has such interesting eyes and shapes 😍🤤💞

drowning in memories~🌹Trying something a bit different, still on the journey of trying to learn to paint expressions 🙈 . Thank you to my friends @alexusasusual @brenopontesart @alexusasusual @julia.nastassya for pushing me to try out different things or otherwise I'd be stuck 😭❤️❤️🙏

Been thinking about u daily~ 💔✨ . Exploring some sunset lighting 😁🍑 . Illustration with reference from @kaiagerber 🎊

✨MY ART PROGRESS~✨I found my old art 🤦🏼‍♀️Full story below⬇️ . I thought I deleted all my art back in 2015 because of insecurities(totally wouldn't recommend lol) but I recently found a very very old folder from 2013 🙈 . I bought my first tablet in 2011 but I gave up from painting for 2 years because I always thought I didnt have enough talent 😫 . I picked up digital painting again in 2013 because I wanted to quit my video game addiction and I didn't really know where to start 🤪 . I was in a math high school, feeling very lost, very depressed and nothing really much was happening, I thought I'd never learn how to draw 🤷🏼‍♀️ . So if u've ever felt like that, let me tell u, it's really possible, if I can do it, u can definitely do it too 👶 . I've actually spent the last 2 years coaching artists how to improve their art and I feel like that has made me a much better artist myself 😌 . You might have seen the amazing results of some of my students like @brenopontesart & @alexusasusual & @varun.draws and I'm so happy to be surrounded with such amazing people 🙏 . Seeing artists get to the same skill level as me in such a short amount of time has been incredibly inspiring 🦅 . So I actually wanted to share with you exactly how that happened and how people are progressing so fast 👀 . So I created a special 1 hour training to spread the message of how simple it really is to improve your art 👷‍♀️ . I call it - Portrait Masterclass 🎨 . And the best thing is that it's FREE. Inside the Masterclass, I show you my 10 Exercise Method that so many artists are now using to improve their art and I show the exact steps that u need to take in order to improve 💕 . You can sign up for the Masterclass right now for free, if u go to: . 🎉http:/doodlewarriors.com/masterclass🎉 . Or just click the link in my bio😏 . Hope to see u there👷‍♀️👷‍♀️

'D i s t a n t'~ ✨ I like painting backwards lol 🙈 . Reference from Pinterest, if someone knows the reference please tag them so I can credit them 😁💕

'D i s t u r b e d'~ 💔 Wanted to try painting a crying expression, Swipe for the process 🙈✨ . Reference from @demimoore and @michelcomtestudio 🎨