Sumintra Ramona 🇬🇾🏳️‍🌈

I read somewhere that Trauma will keep going through generations until someone is ready to feel it. So here I am, feeling it.

2020 COVID lockdown seems like just yesterday but I wish I had the passion for doing makeup on myself like this again 🥹 the creativity and patienceeeee

Top @windsorstore

Kay I promise I’m done posting bday pics now Thank you to everyone that came out and celebrated my birthday with me, you all nailed the witchy vibe! I’m forever grateful for my friends who support me, keep me sane & help me flourish 🫶🏽🫶🏽 love you

This is 29 🫶🏽

Happy birthday to me 🥰

When your makeup looks like a real life filter so you don’t need one 😩😩 it’s been a WHILE since I did a beat on my self so good that I was like is that me? New face unlocked. The PINK under eye looks so bomb Makeup deets ✨✨ @anastasiabeverlyhills magic touch concealer in color 15 @browbarbyreema eyebrow kit @sephoracollection waterproof black liquid liner @juviasplace matte foundation in martinique @juviasplace liquid blush in peach rose @juviasplace blush duo in Vol 4 @hudabeauty easy bake powder in cherry blossom @onesize bronzer trio in medium deep @benefitcosmetics mascara in bad gal bang & benetint lip stain in rose @maccosmetics lipliner in cork @toofaced jelly lip oil in bubble gum 💋

This is so random but I’m thinking about all the things that gave me anxiety before that don’t now. FOR EXAMPLE : paying at the cashier. I would literally have a whole panic attack and would try to calculate how much I need to give them and what to say 😀😀 like why does my brain work this way? Why was that so scary to do? I remember I also would practice what to say to the waiter/waitress before they came so I know exactly what I wanted and how I wanted it because I was petrified. This guy I dated once had recognized I would get nervous ordering things and made a joke to point out to everyone we went to dinner with “look how ramona orders it’s so funny” 😀😀😀 which obviously makes it worse but why did I get so nervous. Sometimes I would panic and just be like I’ll just get the same thing as her/ him or whoever ordered before me. But NOW let me get a steak medium NOT medium well and mashed potatoes with string beans and some Tabasco sauce THANK YEWWW 🕺🏽🕺🏽🕺🏽

Makeup therapy ✨ I can’t be the only one who wears big tees that are all discolored 😭😭 @anastasiabeverlyhills magic touch concealer in color 15 @browbarbyreema eyebrow kit @juviasplace matte foundation in martinique @onesize translucent powder in sweet honey & bronzer trio in medium deep @benefitcosmetics mascara in bad gal bang & benetint lip stain in rose @maccosmetics lipliner in cork @toofaced jelly lip oil in bubble gum 💋

A more simple day in the life of a MUA 💁🏻‍♀️

Honestly these bangs are a sport 🫠 give me tips! Thank uuuuuu Face Prep @embryolisseusa moisturizer (Amazon storefront, skincare) link in bio @neutrogena Hydro Boost Hydrating Hyaluronic Acid Serum @benefitcosmetics porefessional primer #benefitclubpink #benefitcosmetics #benefitbrows Brows @got2busa gel for brows @benefitcosmetics My brow pencil in deep brown Eyes @benefitcosmetics hoola bronzer on eyelid Base Makeup @tartecosmetics foundation stick in tan deep honey @milkmakeup Matte cream bronzer stick in the shade baked @milkmakeup cream blush in the shade werk @hudabeauty easy bake loose powder in banana bread @benefitcosmetics hoola bronzer in original @juviasplace liquid blush in pink lady @elfcosmetics blush in always rosy @morphebrushes continuous setting spray Lips @maccosmetics lipliner in chestnut @benefitcosmetics benetint in pink lemonade @fentybeauty lip gloss in fussy

Don’t be fooled, I was collllllld Top @amazonfashion Skirt @windsorstore Jacket (gifted and not sure where from) Purse @amazonfashion Boots @aldo_shoes