It's not until you become a mother that you understand what unconditional love truly is 💕 #myheart #mysoul #boymom #fall2020 #mamasboy #fallvibes

Ihsan was so intrigued by the grass as it was his first time on it. We tried our best to make sure he didn't eat any but not sure how successful we were! 🤷‍♀️ #pumpkinpatch #fall2020 #6monthsold #familyfun

Happy Sunday from my world to yours! 🥰 #blessed #family #alhamdulillah #themacbahis #familyfirst #sundayfunday

Happy 6 months my love! I don't know where time went but its been such a privilege to watch you grow at every stage and call you mine. You light up our entire world. I pray that Allah continues to keep you safe and guide you in the right path. I love waking up to your smile (rare sight for the rest of the world) and going to bed looking forward to that smile every morning. You complete me baby 💕 #halfbirthday #sixmonthsold #fall2020 #mamasboy

Me: Maybe if I wear this dress people won't be able to tell I'm pregnant. The ENTIRE world: Is Methela pregnant? Lmao trying to hide the belly before the announcement but that waddle gave it away 😂😂 #11weekspregnant #sciatica #waddlingsincedayone #throwback

Forgot to post these pictures but last year I had a miscarriage the day before my 30th birthday. This year for my 31st I have everything I ever wanted right in my arms. #quarantinebirthday #covidcelebrations #boymom #birthday

Happy 5 months my love! I feel like i just gave birth yesterday but yet you are 5 months already. All those years or waiting and praying was so worth it, Allah blessed us with the most perfect child. I love watching you grow and seeing your little personality flourish. It's impossible to believe how much character such a tiny body can hold. I love you so much my love, you will always be my little baby 💕 #mamasboy #5monthsold #babiesofinstagram #babyboy

Missing my bump today but definitely don't miss being pregnant! Its hard to believe my Ihsanu was once in my tummy. Btw my pregnancy wasn't smooth at all, how about you mommas? #fivemonthspregnant #secondtrimester #throwback #engagement

Ten years as partners in crime, five as husband and wife, five months as mommy and daddy. Happy Anniversary to us! #family

Sunflowers end up facing the sun but they go through a lot of dirt to find their way there. J.R. Rim #summer2020 #momlifebelike #summerstroll #sunflowers #boymom

Mom, dad and Ihsan ❤ 👨‍👩‍👦 #familyof3 #summer2020 #summerhikes #themacbahis

I prayed for you baby. But not a proper timid prayer. It was an aching, raging prayer. A pleading with my face on the floor, swollen eyes kind of prayer. A prayer where I screamed and cursed. I prayed deep and I prayed raw. And here you are my baby, in my arms. You may never know how deep I prayed for you.