17th October 2020 Bless you, my darling darling beloved--you don’t know how much I love you-- how deeply--and how permanently-- Rab-ia #rabiabutt- 🥀

And today it marks the very last episode of #sotelimaamta. What a remarkable journey of several months, I hope you guys had as much fun of watching it as we had while shooting it🎥 (shukar hai ab kei waqton mein jhoot bolnay par zuban nahi jal’ti😂) Everything aside I would want to talk about my brilliant co-actors who are more like wonderful memories now🌹lots of love and luck to you all, you all were so good, starting from @uroosabilalqureshi, @hammadshoaib1 @imamnaofficial @fawad_jalal and bad-shah @hasanahmedofficial :-)) @aishaalikhanofficial @anasali.official and director saab you🤍@meersikandar🍂 you were the best what I have got out of this project🙏🏼 sadly couldn’t manage to meet @inawalsaeed (Manahyl) jaweria @ellie_zaid @ikanwalkhan (Mahnoor) @iyasiralikhan (yasir) @hasan.khanofficial (danial) @iabulhasan (ali) but do know you guys were awesome. P.s. @humtvpakistanofficial and @momina.duraid Keep producing A+ content!!! @kashanahmedansari @maheshwaswani until we see each other again. 📸 @syed_zafar_fashionphotographer #rabiabutt as #alyzeh🤍

This is when I walked the ramp with the withered roses (I don’t know if they were really withered or the one holding them felt so) to pay homage to @feehajamshedofficial’s beloved blood-sister, Minaal- who departed from this world on July 1st 2011 and, and in the midway everything got blurred and it occurred to me as I was going to hand these flowers over to my beloved mother as as I wasn’t holding the flowers but my heart, my little pierced broken heart. You know, My utmost fear is to break down in front of any other person, the biggest weakness/strength is being unable to cry in front of people. That night don’t know if people saw it or not but I could not see any of them because of that salt that pinch in the eyes, don’t know if they were tears!!!! Sometimes you don’t want to get over the pain because that pain is the only link to that what you have lost, but only if you have lost it. In my case i have found much more than what i have lost. This physical separation of few years and few lifetimes has only brought me towards the forever togetherness. I shall keep you running in my veins and shall keep seeing you in my dreams until or unless we reunite oh mother of mine- oh darling of my poor heart- 🌹 Yours only Rabia #loveletter #rabiabutt

‎دل کرتا ہے تمہیں تہہ لگا کے دراز میں رکھ کر باہر چلی جاوں اور بدکرداری کے مقدس معیار قائم کروں ۔۔ کمبخت مسئلہ تب ہوتا ہے جب تہہ تمہیں لگاتی ہوں اور دراز میں خود رہ جاتی ہوں ‎ - #rabiabutt

- 🌹this is how I’m spending Sunday; What are you doing? #rabiabutt

‎کہاں کسی سے محبت نبھانے والا ہوں ‎میں بدلحاظ بھی بالکل زمانے والا ہوں ‎تمہارے پاؤں میں رکھ دوں میں کائنات مگر ‎میں اپنے گھر کا اکیلا کمانے والا ہوں ‎میثم علی آغا #meesamaliagha #rabiabutt

The heart knows today what the mind will know tomorrow- #rabiabutt

‎ہاتھ آفس کی فائلوں میں الجھے رہے ‎وقت ان کی زلفوں سے کھیلنے کا تھا #rabiabutt

You ain’t supposed to belong to the same specie to be friends with someone- ❤️❤️❤️🐈🐈🐈#bonding #humanandanimal #rabiabutt

ᴀɴᴛᴀ ʜᴀʙɪʙɪ This is in Saudi Arabia, in midst of umrah times, coming back from Madina to Makkah I suppose. In Sha Allah this time will be gathering up the courage for Hajj , only if He allows me to be in His house again. Ameen- In Sha Allah P.s. kindly chaplain Waplain sab ignore Karen. Jumay ka din hai, dil bara kerein😀😍 #rabiabutt

“Bad guy” duh #rabiabutt

When I’ll grow old I would want to look like her❤️ aye grace Ma Sha Allah. @athershahzadofficial love to Maa❤️❤️❤️