Sometimes I’m quieted by my own insecurities. Other times it’s the naysayers who belittle and try to destroy and divide. But this time, I’ve had enough. I don’t care how many times I’m blocked, banned told I’m not “caring about the greater good” or being coerced to comply... I will NOT STOP speaking. My voice may not be heard by many but I still have the ability to use it and I will; no matter if it’s with a person face to face, in my community, on this platform, or when I take my last breath. “...for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: 14 Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it” Matthew 7:13-14

Healing happens in layers...⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ So before you start diagnosing me and helping me find a solution to my problem...⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ I’m not looking for sympathy or answers. I want to share something with you in hopes it reaches one person who feels alone in your battle. ⁣ I have had hives on my entire body for over 7 months. They started a week after my moms accident. One could blame it on ANYTHING truly.. our environment, food, toxicity, allergic reaction, stress, etc etc. and trust me I’ve looked at it all. The other night I couldn’t sleep from the pain and discomfort. My body was on fire, I laid on top of my sheets in a fetal position, tears flowing down my face, pleading with God for an answer. I was half delirious from not sleeping and moaning in agony but I had this revelation. ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ I realized that this was coming up because I have ANGER, deep seeded anger from my childhood that I shoved down, and with this time we’re in my anger is resurfacing. The lies, deception, corruption and evil agenda it’s too much to stay silent on. So much of the world is brainwashed and I know God woke me up when He did to prepare me for this time. I am angry for everyone that has been manipulated since birth. But God heals and He restores what we’ve lost. ⁣⁣ ⁣ I’d be lying if I said healing was easy or fun, it’s not. The training period is tough. Character building is a b*tch. But God is calling soldiers. It’s time to shed what is not needed, break the chains and release what is holding me back from being who He called me to be. ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ We are truth seekers. Don’t deny what’s inherent in you. You feel heavy because you’re full of truth. It’s time we open our mouths and speak it.⁣ ⁣ It is important for me to share moments during the healing process, not after when it’s gone and easier to say “oh it wasn’t too bad” or to forget how intense it was. I’m choosing transparency over comfort. #grow #truthandlife #heal

“We can choose courage, or we can choose comfort. But we cannot have both. Not at the same time.” - @brenebrown They were taking up valuable space in a body that couldn’t face the truth The truth that my body is a temple And is not some commodity used for others’ adornment They represented all the things I could never say Insecurities that kept me from seeing my truest form A being of love and light, trapped behind a veil of confidence that I was sure would someday fade away The anxiety of not knowing when But knowing I had to keep up the facade in order to survive They represented the little girl trapped inside Screaming to get out but muffled by the toxic hate of perfectionism I was drowning Physical and mental pain I couldn’t explain I wanted to break free, I knew I was in there, somewhere Doing the work turned out to be the easy part Getting out of my own way, that posed to be a greater battle My ego telling me I need them to be happy, to be whole At war with my spirit which knew there was more to myself than the physical Prayer was my saving grace I pleaded with God to show me what I needed Doing what scared me the most Surrendering all control What happened next can only be described as magic Divinely led to the answer I had been searching for I knew what I had to do Rid my toxic thoughts, my toxic ways, the toxic entities that once took up precious space in my temple I am free at last The way God always saw me, the way I yearned to love myself I am whole again #Explant #ExplantSurgery #breastimplantillness #BII #BreastImplants #TamraDae #implantes #TheHealisReal #health #surgery #freedom #love #selflove

Took out the breast implants. God did the rest. 🙏🏼

YHWH is so faithful. His track record is perfect. 🙏🏼 “And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten, the cankerworm, and the caterpiller, and the palmerworm, my great army which I sent among you” -Joel 2:25

This is my “come for me” season 👊🏼💪🏼

Looking back on an a year of massive change and growth. Though so much of it felt heavy and overwhelming with the state of our world, I was comforted by the presence of our Father and in knowing He is always with me. 🙏🏼 2022... whatever it may bring us, know that with the LORD we can do all things. Do not be afraid. 🤍 #newyear #2022 #GodWithUs #LetGo #GodWins

The answer is NO. I will not comply. I will not be forced to inject myself with something. I will not obey your tyrannical mandates. I am governed by the one sovereign ruler. I live by the statement I had tattooed on my left wrist many years ago in remembrance of my Holocaust survivor grandparents; “l'olam lo eshkach” לְעוֹלָם לֹא אֶשְׁכַּח meaning NEVER FORGET- NEVER AGAIN. #truth #love #nofear

Some things can’t be revealed to us until we’re ready. LORD knows I couldn’t have handled this amount of truth a few years ago. I was being trained up. Put back together from the ashes. Letting go of things I didn’t need anymore. I was being RESTORED. It was my rebirth. 🕊

We gave the @muscleicon Inspire Award to two individuals this year, one whose journey to the stage took him battling two open heart surgeries, and the other surviving a brutal attack in her home. To say these athletes are “inspirational” would be an understatement. Their determination and perseverance against the odds is just amazing. I am so proud of these two and being a part of this movement with my @muscleicon family. 🤎💪🏼 #bodybuilding #lifestyle #muscle #passion #fitness #health #inspiration

Not a day goes by where I don’t take a moment to thank the LORD for all He has gotten me through. This carnal world we live in is falling apart and unraveling before our eyes. Faster and faster things are eroding and crumbling. Before I had a relationship with GOD I was anxious about life; where I was at, family, kids, career etc. I struggled with wondering if I was making the “right” decisions. ⁣ I now see GOD was trying to train me to trust Him and have faith in everything. To be obedient to His word. He told me “take them out and I’ll do the rest” (when I was deathly sick from my breast implants and didn’t know it). I have often wondered what “the rest” part was, needing to understand the path and how it would look, but that’s not how God works. ⁣ It’s been a wilderness at times but there’s a blessing (reconnection to God) in that. The wilderness is where you truly build your trust in the LORD. Letting Him guide your steps even when they don’t “feel” like something you want to do. Most times that’s exactly what you’ll need, to find comfort in the discomfort, and Jesus is our comforter. ⁣ ⁣

‼️‼️ Look what happens when people come together!!! We proved that there is power in numbers, that our voices matter, and that we will fight back!! Go head California I see you!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼👊🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 CALIFORNIA WE NEED YOU! Push back against mandatory V-passports! The assembly bill is being slipped in as a transportation bill and will be decided on Monday! They didn’t let anyone know. This will affect everything about your daily life as well as being a business owner and an employee! Please my friends, I’ve never sounded the alarm like this is my life but the spirit is driving me to shout it from the rooftops. We must have the freedom to choose. If they take this from us it won’t end well. 🙏🏼🙏🏼